Well, if you are reading this, I must implore you to continue doing so, because the information that I have on Explorations in Trout Creek Montana is vital not only to the parents who have children there, but also to the general public. Explorations is comprises of a large log cabin in the western end of Montana. Now you may be asking, what makes such an insignificant and small place so important? Why must I watch this video so fervently? Well, let me explain. So, first off, you’d think that a place such as Explorations would have some sort of licensing to do what they are doing by the state, or any of that important stuff. Well, spoiler alert: They don’t. Accredited Youth Group Homes in the state of Montana… Explorations isn’t on that. Residential Treatment facilities in the great ol’ state of Montana… Explorations is Missing in Action. Outdoor Behavioral Programs—Oh, you know, like the ones kids aren’t meant to run from and make a mistake caused by the lack of staff and experience that will lead to their long-term imprisonment… Yeah.. Explorations isn’t on that one, either. Youth Shelter Care—Need I say it? They aren’t on that list, either. Well, whoops, Penny James, looks like you are running a faulty business from your house like someone running a meth lab out of your home—Right? Wrong, actually. Because, it was people like Ms. James who advocated for the policy that would limit the regulations to programs like Explorations—to… None. Now, while I was at Explorations, I faced abuse that still haunts me today, from its owner, Penny James. For instance, she asked me on multiple occasions to “Stop being the gay kid.” When I couldn’t deliver, she threatened to kick me out of the house. Another reason is that when I wore—this shirt—and—this scarf, I had my belongings searched because these items are, “gender bender” to Ms. James. I was addressed multiple times as, “The gay Kid”… Thought by James that I cared whatsoever that she won some Dept Store Makeup because “I’m gay, and I should know this.” Of course, when I couldn’t deliver on ANY of those things, she had me sign a contract stating… Adherence to the commitments made in group on August 28: keep ‘low profile’, will not draw inappropriate attention to sexual orientation, avoid loud and boisterous behavior, etc. No make-up worn nor discussion with others about the use of make-up. Now, like I did when I saw this before me, you are surprised, perhaps baffled at this. Well, it was sort of not an option.. Seeing it was either stay in the closet—or sleep outside and work continuously. Another contract was sent to my parents, and asked them oh-so-perniciously to: Supporting “changing his communication schedule, time out of the milieu for redirection and intensive therapeutic support (out of school, wilderness involvement, call schedule, cancel visits here or him there if behaviors dictate, etc.)” From there, James asked with no shame for my mother to fraudulently write a letter in my father’s handwriting when she states that Can you communicate directly to Anthony – in writing, in Tony’s handwriting on both of your behalf – that you support us and what you are willing to do and NOT do? This would optimally include all the topics above and would also allow us the opportunity to read through this letter and provide coaching, prior to delivering to Anthony. Now, you might be asking yourself, but what if this kid is really messed up? Well, my dear sir/ma’am, even if I am—when one addresses a teen who opens up to them about their suicidal contemplation, you don’t threaten further institutionalization, expecting the fear to relent the upcoming noose, do you? Nor do you curse, scream, yell, lie, and be an overall sadistic and inhumane force of evil to that suicidal teen. Right?
by Anthony Ardillo
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August 19, 2012